I think too much! If I could just turn off my brain for a bit I think it would help. I went down memory lane a while ago and it made me feel more depressed. It also made me realize just how "unwell" I really am. Makes me sad to know that I don't know how to fix myself. Makes me feel really bad. Makes me want to crawl into my bed and hide from the world. I wish I could pretend to be someone else. Maybe then I could find friends and acceptance. I'm feeling pretty low tonight. The holiday time really makes me think and get depressed. Thanksgiving.....giving thanks???