I totally know the feeling of not wanting to scare other people, jaeann. I guess I shouldn't complain because I have some really supportive friends, but they're busy people with a lot going on, and I just feel really guilty when I throw myself at them.

I guess that's why counselors are good - you know they won't get sick of you, because it's their job to listen, and you can't feel guilty about taking up their time. :-)