I'm sorry TI that you are having to go through this with no social support. I have to admit that when I had chemo weekends no one really called me either. I think they were afriad to bother me. Chemo can be a lonely thing to go through because very few people have any idea how it effects your body and how bad you can really feel.
I had six rounds of chemo and on the third one almost called it quits, things got so bad. I did finally finish all six rounds but it was hell. And everyone doesn't realize it's cummlative and with each round it gets worse, because your body doesn't have enough time in between rounds to heal completely.
I don't know what they are giving you but I know it is serious drugs to rid the body of some of the most harmful things. I wish it hadn't effected you so badly, so quickly. I hope that things get easier, but mainly I hope it cures your problem. You are in my thoughts.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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