I honestly can't even tell how I'm doing, I'm not having sui thoughts right now so I guess everything's okay but I don't feel I have any purpose in life, I wish I could sleep all day everyday if it was possible. I haven't left my house in over 2 weeks, I have too much anxiety to even step out the door. I have an appointment with my T tomorrow, not sure if I should bring any of this up, it's kind of embarrassing that I can't even leave my own house unless it's for an appointment. I have no life, no friends, I don't even know where to start. I feel like I'm not meant to be alive, am wasting space and resources, really have no idea what to do.