Newtus: Holidays are weird times. I think that the media has really turned them into this thing that very few people actually acheive. That's why I like movies like Christmas Vacation or Christmas with the Kranks because they like show how kind of ridiculous the whole thing really is. Plus, like, I think everyone goes through times when you just don't feel it any more. My dad had many years where he didn't want anything to do with any of it after my mom died. What brought him back around was his boss had one of those Christmas villages (little tiny houses that light up.) Anyway... he got into this kind of competition to build a cooler village. He was obsessed, I think the first year we bought 15 houses. LOL... but, you know, it started a new tradition and now it would be weird to not have the village. So I guess the whole thing is sometimes you just find what works for you and that's the important thing.

Gr3tta: Your celebrating random days reminds me of Festivus. I think that's cool.

AD/Twigg: You know, I always have this big question about my dx, because of what happened to me. I And although I don't have the same issues now, I wonder how likely it is it will happen again, if I'm just in an "in between" type of state, and if I'll ever have any real answers (which I probably won't.)