You didn't respond to my last several posts/replies.

I wish I knew what you would have those that care about what happens to you say...

I get that you are angry at God and the world; I would be, too, but I really do believe that you want to find a way to the other side of this emotional anguish, other than suicide.

Did you by chance read the article (hyperlinked) I posted for you re: chronic pain/depression/spirit, etc.? It talked about the pain, (be it mental, physical, emotional), that always comes in waves, (is not constant), and about the time in between...

I found a chronic pain message board awhile back that I was going to post; I'd be glad to look for that again if you want, but I don't want you to think that we want you to go there and not here, because that isn't the case. It's just that we had a young woman here over 1 Christmas/New Years that was very suicidal (she had chronic pain) and even with all the correspondence over those days, she ended up telling me that she had found comfort at a chronic pain board so 'screw us' (basically). I know you won't do that, but you might find additional support there, and also here of course.

((((((((((((((((((((((((((Hamstergirl)))))))))))))))))))))))))))...



<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>