Not so much as responding accurately about your feelings maybe sometimes not at all when you think you have! I get that a lot, that is a big reason I've got many friends but nobody that I'm really close to. I'm always falling out with one or another of them and then having to turn around and say sorry to keep the friendship. It's only after it happens that I can slow down to tell them why it happened. I only have 3-4 friends who understand this enough to just tell me that I need a minute. That or I only have 3-4 friends that I'l actually listen to if they say it to me.

I didn't make friends when I was little and I'm from a small town. I've always felt like I don't fit in, even wanted to fit in once so bad that I would have given anything to. Then before I was even in high school I realized it wasn't going to happen so just leaned to live with it. Now as an 30-something adult I wish I had even just that one close friend who I could meet once a week in a coffee shop just to hang out and goof off with. I stopped caring in my teens but now I hate it.