I tried telling my family that but they were very denial just because im not around them that often especially when im having a particular "bipolar" episode (using the term bipolar loosely because of no diagnoses)
i feel like i almost want a label not o much for the labels sake. I mean who ACTUALLY wants to have a mental disorder, but because i obviously have issues and i want a more pin pointed way to try to help myself. Personally i dont go as bipolar because of the loose diagnoses. Ive been acting like this for a few years and feel its getting worse and im scared if i dont kinda of catch it soon enough it may get as bad as my grandpa.
Ive also talked to my boyfriend about it but hes not much help because he believes that a lot of disorders are labeled so the doctors can get more money. But he does believe i have issues.
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