You know, I can't say I've ever been addicted to cutting before. It's always been an unhealthy coping mechanism that I just chose to do. But after a year of it, I think I'm starting to get addicted. And I don't even care. I should. But I don't. I am, however, starting to realize why it's not a good thing to do. Because afterwards I disconnect from the situation and I don't deal with it, then I forget it until next time... so it only helps in the short run. But that doesn't make me wanna stop.
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