I bleeping hate bleeping incompetent liar idiot brainlessness. There's this person we have been working with for about a year and said that my brother can get up to $5,000 for his business to start it up. But she never understood anything about technology, or pretty much anything else about anything useful. I think she has a lower IQ than me if that is physically possible. Now she says that my brother has to work in a real job for 10 YEARS before they even consider helping us. The thing is my brother is disabled and this company is supposed to help people with disabilities to become successful. Well, in my family "successful" doesn't compute because nothing ever helps. I've had so many bleeping high hopes on this person, that person or another person. Many PEOPLE have promised things to us, it starts of well and then completely NOTHING. My trust is zero. All people want to do is hurt you. Kill you. Take your money and run. Lie to you. Steal from you. How many good people are there on this planet? Maybe 100 TOTAL. I have come to this Earth to observe the pathetic human race and I am not impressed in what I am seeing. There is no so called "intelligent" life here. Every person looks scary to me. It is a painful existence. There was so called "good news" a few days ago with another person. They work at Microsoft. That's good, right? He works closely with autism. OK. Good. But I won't be tricked again. Yay. He gave my brother a tablet for free, but its because Microsoft wants my brother to make his app for them. He is also promising to get us into events. Well, I've heard that from previous people that we've worked with. At first its great! We get into the events and then they don't do diddly squat anymore. They promise investors. We have been talking to many, many investors that just gave advice and that is literally it. Not one person wants to help him. As for the SSI there is still no formal decision but I bet like all the others, its a big fat NO. No one wants to help us, our deteriorating ways. Nothing except total darkness and hopelessness. The fact of depression and realism. This is what its about. All these "people" have taught me not to trust. Bullies throughout my life taught me the same thing, not to trust. The criminals that shot a bullet into my house, stole from my house, and the other criminal did the unthinkable. Pretended to "like" me as a friend and after awhile RAPED me when I was just 11 years old. I HATE people. I WANT world war 3 to wipe them all out of this planet, and i don't mind if it wipes me out as well. Yes, Hell and demons are very real. I've seen them. But I've seen angels as well. I won't get into that now. Just too realistic.
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