I don"t know what the point of this is, why I'm bothering to say anything. I honestly know that I'm not good for anything anymore, and I'm a waste of space. I wish I knew how to end my pathetic existence. Unfortunately people think its selfish to do so. Its not good either way, if I stay around, I just continue to make people miserable, if I get rid of myself I will always be thought of as selfish and hurtful to everyone