I'm suffering from some stuff right now. I'm sure others have been where I am. But it feels like I'm alone.

I take meds for bipolar schizoaffective. The Abilify is giving me side effects. Like rigid movements and this is scaring me. The med Klonopin is supposed to take care of this to an extent, and it just makes me tired.

I am also struggling with spiritual things. I hate myself when I fall and do things that are against my belief system.