You are NOT a loser! I am so sorry to hear about what is going on with you. I hate that you feel so alone & you feel that people make fun of you. Even if your family does not understand, I'm sure they only want to help you. Try talking to them & explain your feelings & maybe together you can think of a possible solution.

You should also talk with your doctor & maybe ask for an alternative medicine, if the one you've been taking is not working. There is no reason to give up, just keep trying. There is most definitely a medicine that can help you. Do you see a counselor about your feelings? If not, it would probably be a good idea.

I hope that you feel better & feel free to message me whenever you want.

Stay strong! ~~jae