Congratulations, purplemoon! You sound excited!
Yes it is normal to feel what you feel. Whatever you feel is normal and interesting to explore and learn more about!
I hear you about the concerns you have. I hope you will tell him all these things! It's so important for him to know how you feel about everything including him and your therapy. It is a good feeling to say those things and to be heard and responded to.
Let us know how it goes if you want to share!
ECHOES