Wow. Where to begin?

In terms of time differences, yes please excuse me for ever being California-centric. I'll just share this...I get super paranoid when anyone I care about doesn't respond. I'm very aware of it and I hate when I go through this. And I hate it even more when I think of anyone else dealing with it. I feel really really sh!!tty. Please know that this is totally something I'm working on.

I'm still feeling raw for what I've shared. And that's my fault. I never meant to be needy. I just want to be liked..ugh. There...that's really all I'm about. I know that's a really awesome and charming trait since I'm a guy, but whatever. This is how I am...super sensitive and constantly worried that I'm hated or creepy or something. I promise there's more to me. When I'm not consumed in a moment like this, I care. I empathize. I listen. Okay, that's all I'll say with that.

I still need to think about things....