I haven't been able to really talk on the phone I just haven't had the energy. Two days ago I texted my brother and asked him if he would just text me each day and forgive me if I didn't text back but I felt I really needed to know that someone out there was thinking of me. I know he worries about me and thinks about me constantly but I needed to affirmation. Well today we started talking about books, he had several new ones that I haven't read and we discussed them a little. An hour later he texted me saying he had shipped me a care package of books. For the first time in ages my depression seemed to click off like a switch. This has never happened to me before and I know it probably will be short lived but for the moment I am just going to enjoy it. Has anyone else felt this before, It was literally like a switch being flipped. Maybe it is a sign of a little hope.