Even PC hates me today! I wrote a good vent while I was at lunch but apparently it didn't post. That's so about par for my week! I've been feeling better about things and doing ok for a bit. But the last few days, the dark has been dragging me back down. Work is sucking and unfortunately, that's very important to me. THings that I was doing ok about, had me crying in my office all morning. It's just this that I've been so scared of. My counselor talks about a bad day being just that now but I'm still scared of the dark getting me down again. IAnd I'm afraid it is. I don't know that I want answers, just needed to write that somewhere that people will understand. Thanks for listening.