I identify a litle bit, not that I'm doing nothing with my life, but it is hard to do so. And the biggest achievment I realy want to do in my life is staying in the couch, in the internet playing stupid games in wich I don't need to think at all or stay watching TV and series all day. In other words I'm allways willing for some time to do nothing, to rest. Of corse I find it stupid, of course I wanted to do more with my life, I constantly keep dreaming that everything is going to be better. I dream that one day I will appear at school so good that everyone will like me and I will have a brilliant career, a family, friends. Living life as a dream turn it easy. But did you got help? I'm trying to, it is hard, but I'm trying. Maybe if you find proper help it gets easier.