Last night I guess I acknowledged, in a way, the loss of all my unborn children. I know I will probably never be stable enough to come off of meds and I won't get pregnant while on APs. It is devastating. I'm not sure whether I am ever going to be okay with it but maybe I will. I've started the grieving process and the last step is acceptance after all. I just don't know...

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk