No, I can't approach her after. We are supposed to keep things in group. I have sent a message to the group t asking her to help me talk about this in the next meeting. I guess I will see what she says. I'm not ready to talk about it in group, but I also know that I can't continue without the subject being broached. It's always been difficult for me to talk, but I had gotten to the point where I did feel somewhat okay in that room, and now it's back to being even worse then when I first started. It's also not just the fact that she may say something, it is also the fact that she now knows this about me. I in no way wanted, or was ready for people in my life to know this about me.