So the new therapist is sending me to the normal doctor. She wants to be sure that there's nothing structurally wrong with my brain. (It's not a toooma! It's not.)

I mentioned that I evidently lose entire weekends and holidays and such. Multiple days will go by that I have no recollection of and where I'll act totally out of character. Then there will be times that I'll have very detailed memories of something that never happened. She just wants to rule out something like a brain tumor or whatnot before digging further.

It's possible that my Major Depressive Disorder isn't that by itself, but hinges around something far worse and scarier. Since I'm not even sure what experiences I talk about are real, I'll refrain from posting too much. (Just not morally right to give advice based on an event that never happened.) I'll send out an update as I get more information.