I have the connected with the world thing. feel its pains and joys /and there is joys... always...)

I feed off the energy of crowds too. I realized that when I am in the city, I am generally more happier and motivated to do things (well tbh what is there to do in countryside, if your hobby is not gardening, farming, or smoking weed at the bus stop? outside of summer there's really little to do). I get down and apathetic when away from the energy of cities. i am not extrovert either... i just need to feel presence of others like me... chances of which are higher when there is more people