As a kid I always thought my life would be better when I grew up - I have always lived hoping that the future would improve. But it doesn't! It doesn't get better... I just keep spiralling into these dark, unbearable pits that don't allow me to breathe. I'm getting so used to being alone that I think I'm forgetting how to relate to others. I'm forgetting what it's like to laugh, to be touched, to be cared for... I'm forgetting what it's like to BE with others... Feel so lost and alone. Want a solution - need a solution - where do I get it? How do I get it?