I can understand why you would feel a little anxious, however, it could also be the turning point you have been needing. Try to take some deep breaths when feeling anxious and try not to let your past effect your future.
Sorry to hear about your Dad. I lost my 2 years ago. I know it is tough.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha