I thought this should go here rather than the school section because it's about a collage placement - which in my program is like a job.
So, I've been boarerline in crisis for almost a month now, and have been struggling to stay with school and not drop out like last time. One thing that's been getting to me is that I had to find a placement for January on my own. My case manager was helping me but she's been on sick leave and is on sick leave for another three weeks. So I have been on my own.
I got a call from a place I was wanting to apply (Safe Bed program dealing with people with mental illness who are just out of the justice system) and I was doing so badly I took the call while dissociated!
This morning I almost passed out from the anxiety of having to go to the interview!!
BUT I DID GO - AND I'M 90% SURE I GOT THE PLACEMENT




Wanted to celebrate because I'm really proud of myself and I wanted to let myself be proud of myself for not just concurring my fears but also for having a positive result!!
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"You can't hop a jet plain like you can a freight train" - Gordon Lightfoot
"It starts with light, and ends with light, and in between there is darkness" -I forget
"Got to kick at the darkness 'til it bleeds daylight" -BNL