well there are a few things from my childhood that seem out of the ordinary besides just that. I did grow up around violence and alcohol. I'm not sure if I knew it was wrong by then or not but I did actually like animals. I remember myself and someone else making a girl cry by forcing her to eat something she didn't want to eat but that was both of us, the other girl who was mean with me was a bit older but I think I enjoyed it which is weird cos I'm not very power focused really and I wouldn't do that now so that might have been a product of my environment at the time. The cat thing confuses me though, I honestly have no perception of where that sits on any scale and I thought that's something other people just know?? Like I think back and I'm trying to figure out how wrong it was but I can't tell. I get the impression that when other people think back to things they may have done like that as a child they know or feel where it 'sits' and feel guilt or something based on that? Though I was very young then and I am kinda weird in the fact that on somethings I can be smart/mature but I have always also been behind my age aswell though noone seems to notice that since as a child in primary school I think I was pretty good at school stuff and my teachers liked me. I never did things that got their attention I guess. Now I'm going on a bit sorry ha ha.