thank you
it was very hard to write that...and at the same time...the hatred made it so easy....if that makes sense...
i feel like that all the time...
the SI is getting worse...im starting to give in to my urge and put a cut on my arm..just one so its not suspicious...since i work as a laborer at night...people dont question it...i like it that way...
i wish i wasnt so vain about my arms and all my exposed body parts...i had a bad run in with someone who recognized my arms as SI and in front of the whole congregation at church told my mother that i was cutting myself....people have never looked at me the same since....
your one of the very few people who respond to me...your very nice....am i scaring people...or making them feel weird? Is that why they dont post...maybe im too self involved....i try to pm people and give those quick replys....i do care about others...i really do...i wish i could help them all...they are all so wonderful
thank you so much my friend (((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))