Ok. I just cold turkey quit my job this weekekend and wont talk to anyone about it. my boss is my aunt.
my boyfriend doesnt want me to move in with him unless i am normal.
i have chest pains and hard hard headaches.
days i stay up for four days
or sleep for ten
i can't shut up once i start talking
i am so creative with ideas
my mind is just racing
i take 30 adderrall xr on occassion
and lately 1mg of ativan 6 or so times a day. like 2 here, two in another hour then two more

i finially ate something today. i am always dehydrated.

should i be committed....ive always dealt with mental illnes.....now i think maybe i need some help......but all they can do is give me the right medication.....

i need help
how do i tamper off ativan......