Bad day today, have cleared all of my partner's things today as trying to move on and look to the future and accept that he isn't coming back.......have not heard from him in nearly two weeks now.........have been really upset tonight.......just so confused and left hanging with no closure and no answers to my questions like who he is staying with???.....why no contact with me??? when the last thing he said to me on the telephone was that he loved me and cared for our baby and that he was going to come down the following day and talk to me.......then nothing....I can't believe that he would behave like this......its totally out of character .....as was knocking me over when I asked to look at his mobile.
It just seems so strange that his behaviour could change so quickly into someone I thought I knew so well into the behaviour of a total stranger???
My family are tellling me to try and block all this out and look to the future and not think about it all.....I know they are saying this to help me.....its just so difficult to do.......does anyone understand his behaviour????
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