I cant deal with conflict... I don't tell people how I feel or what I think about something if I think it will upset them. One of the reasons I'm in therapy....

She kept asking if I was okay with the every other week plan... I would say "whatever works" then she would say it again... and I would say "its fine"... but in my head I was so upset...I was almost in tears.... She kept saying whatever you want... but I couldn't bring myself to say I wanted weekly when I felt I didn't deserve it....