I had my session today and I'm happy to report that my T really helped me this time around. I told him I didn't really get this whole "work" thing and that it is just too abstract for me. He gave me feedback about the ways in which he has seen me working - so detailed and just on the spot he came up with it all. It was a lot! I am so glad I said something about it to him. Thank you everyone, for encouraging me to talk to him about this. I also worked on asking him a question I had that I couldn't really imagine myself asking and it wasn't so bad after all maybe I am doing some work here lol