I've been divorced for many years now and I still sometimes fantasize about us getting back together. I now realize she fell out of love with me a long time ago, long before we got a divorce but I still live in my own little world. The truth be told I don't think I really love her anymore I just want to go back to normal and with her is the last time I felt normal. That being said logically I know that I don't want to be back with her I just want normalcy. How messed up is that, I would be willing to go back with a person who doesn't love me just for a chance to feel normal. Just goes to show how much I would be willing to give up to get back to feeling ok. That being said if we got back together would I feel normal? If so would I take the lack of love to get that feeling back? I honestly don't know, if given the opportunity I am not sure what I would do. Sorry, just been thinking and needed to put it somewhere.