Maybe I will order one after I figure out what my life is going to look like for the next month. Major **** has hit the fan regarding my treatment. My mother wants me to move back into my apartment in a week and then go back to my parent's house for winter break so I'll never be alone in my apartment. I think that is an absolute recipe for disaster and setting me up to fail. I am not ready to handle being in that house and I feel so strongly about this that if she insists on me making that move, I'm going to have to go completely independent suddenly in the event that I can't get back to school next semester. So once I have that sorted out... maybe I can order one as a reward for pulling through that/advocating for myself assuming I am going to get my parents to cave and I won't be dirt poor yet financially independent.