What do YOU need to do???? That is the question. No judgement. Been there but I am still with my husband and children and will be as long we live like I said. He doesn't know EVERYTHING I have done but he knows what I am capable of and he is really too good for me to be honest BUT....we will celebrate 17 years married on Valentine's Day. I married him when I was 17 and we have been through way more tragedy together than most suffer a life time. I do what I NEED to do with only God knowing. I may be a little "crazy" but I am a God fearing woman too which makes me wonder wth is wrong with me??? Anyway, I am rambling now. Just do what you NEED to do for yourself but more importantly for your children!!!!! But don't let go of a "sure thing" for something you don't seem too sure about. We women all like to feel special and needed and wanted, I just learned to love the one I am "with" for the man he is and he is a good man. Sorry if I rambled....I have 99 problems and this is one of them. Men, in general, are not as emotionally in tune with women.