Ido not know what to do, I feel my depression returning with a vengence. I am terribly unhappy, sad, & lonley. I really was happy 3 months ago, now it is back. I do not want to go see the dr. either. I was put on pristq which helped a lot & i never experienced those high feelings of not hating everyday. The medicine could not of worn off that easily. I have a very supportive husband & do not want to tell him about this. So i just go thru the motions of everyday life without feeling. I do not feel like i am living just exsisting. I also am a very religious person who prays everynight i do not go into the deep dark hole but guess what it looks like that is where i am headed.