I just wanted to give those ones who replied to my frustration a huge thank you. Just seeing a few words of comfort and support really made a difference. Today has totally changed from yesterday. Not overwhelmed by my senses or intense emotions or anxiety. Going from ups to downs is sooooo exhausting though. I was apprehensive about joining this site. I've haven't shared anything about my illness in several years. Tomorrow I go to my therapist, I'm hoping to be able to explain what's been going on. Thank you, thank you again!!
Jojuli