Okay, This is hard for me to admit, but I've been there. I've been with one man my entire life. He treats me like a queen, and I adore him I love him very much, but there was a time when I wasn't IN love with him.

I met a guy, and what started as an innocent friendship grew to me becoming infatuated with this other man. During that time I felt guilty for not being faithful to my boyfriend, who found out, and repeatedly begged me to stop.

This other man made me feel like a woman, wanted, needed. I craved everything about him, and even though it was wrong I would meet him places. We never had sex, but came very close on a few occasions. My boyfriend, and I raised a boy together. I'm not this boys birth mother, but I love him like I was. I had been there through everything. He called me one night crying, because he heard I was going to leave my boyfriend, and he didn't want to lose me.

I was really torn then the man I was seeing said something cruel about "my boy" I beat the living crap out of him, and left. I haven't seen him since. It's been two years my boyfriend and I are still together. We plan on getting married. I won't say we're perfect because it's been rocky, and he has a hard time trusting me, but we both try equally hard, and it's working.

You need to decided what is right for YOU. Don't think about the two men think about what will make YOU happy. All I'm saying is that while it's hard to pick between two don't let attraction to one man lead you away from one who you might really love. There's a thin line, and walking it is hard. I'm here if you need someone to talk too.