(((granite)))

Actually, it is helping to talk to her. You are FEELING the feelings, instead of being cold and numb. It's part of that "process" thing everyone talks about it. I think, somehow, when you feel what that poor little granite felt, that you somehow start to heal. I know it must hurt something awful. This is important, so if you can write or draw about it, even if you let yourself cry and grieve, maybe some of that extreme pressure you feel inside will subside just a bit. If you can let your T know about this, that would be good too.

You are brave.