I feel like I should be thankful.... Im not as dopey as I was on other med combinations. This is the lessor evil than any others I have been on.

I've gone back up to 3/4 dose now, I'll see how I go on that this week. I do already feel an improvement. I was on 3/4 dose for a week or so then down to half dose for the 3 weeks, it wasnt until about a week and a half after starting the half dose that I got bad. At the time I didnt click withdrawls causing such a severe effect because usually when I've changed meds the withdrawls hit quicker than that. Looking back its clearer.

I think if the AD did magically work for the PMDD a lot of my stress would be reduced. I know the good is never going to last long and the anxiety and OCD feel like they hit me from nowhere.

Im wondering is the PMDD is affected by the PCOS that I also suspect was caused by the long term use of AP.