After two months of not doing too well, I feel that I finally may have a good combination for me.

I was on 100mg (x2) Topomax and 10mg (x2) Buspar (x3) for my depression and it really wasn't helping me at all but I talked him into adding Wellbutrin XL because I've been reading up on it and it's really one of the only ones to not have the negative sexual SSRI-type effects and may give me the life I need out of this deep depression i've been in. He's also upped my Topomax and Buspar. Im feeling very hopeful about this. It's been a long 2 months as Topomax has done very little alone, maybe a little leveling out but not much for the pure misery feeling. I want to feel some kind of joy again. I want to look forward to something.

Wish me luck. I'll keep you updated!