Are you still taking the Pristiq? And why do you not want to go back to the doctor? Since he helped you before, I would think that would be where you would want to start. Hope you feel better soon. Depression is rough. I know, I've been there.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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