hi depressedgirl,
im so sorry for everything you have gone and are going through. everyone has already given you very good advice so all i can do is repeat that it is so very worth it to keep reaching out. you did the right thing telling the doctor. can you ring him again? please make sure he knows that your dad is likely to hurt you again. also as already suggested you can call child protective services or 911.
i really hope things went well with the school nurse. do you have a counsellor at the school that you could see? please please keep talking to people about this. most of the people in this world are NOT like the people who have hurt you. they care and are pained themselves when they see someone going through the hurt you are going through. they genuinely have good intentions and want to and CAN help. its just a matter of talking to the right people. it will amaze you the difference it will make to just get out of that house and you WILL get out. hold on to that idea of you, safe and loved and away from this monstrous situation and you will get there.
keep talking and hold on.
biiv
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