It was over 5 years ago and she's gone to a different state, not to mention she doesn't use her counselling degree, she only used it to "Help" me because she "Cared" for me. If I had known before I might have reported her. She never even mentioned having confidentiality with her. I have never even told my T about her. I think I'll bring her up next session--it explains my abandonment issues (Well my abusive family explains that as well) but I'm super-clingy to my T and I have nightmares of her leaving me, literally nightmares I wake up and can't go back to sleep and have panic attacks.

I honestly forgot all about Lydia until this week when something my T said triggered me.