So this year has been pretty difficult for me so far. I don't really feel like I fit in anywhere, and that people all hate me. I have been severly depressed, moderately anxiety, and a lot of stress.
This year in general has been bad and for the last couple months really really bad. I spend most of my time crying, thinking about SI, and some suicidal thoughts.
Up until a week or two ago, I hadn't even hurt myself.
I burned myself a few times a few days ago, and then again today. I'm too scared to cut because I am very skinny and afraid of hitting a vein, and burning i think hurts much more.