I feel heaps better today. Amazingly better. Turns out I was in the midst of the crazy hormones for the last week or so and now my period has started Im a zillion times better. I didnt get any anxiety, and the OCD was bareable this month so I didnt expect it to be hormones. Its the first time in 9 or 10 months that I havent gone batshit crazy the day before (but having a sneaky vape might have helped that).

Another few months of this until they can try anything. I dont understand why they insist on population growth here when it takes months and months to get medical treatment. Obviously too many people and not enough doctors!

Have so much to do today, I feel I can get a good part of it done, but it is still hard to get started on my own.