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Originally Posted by AmyFed07
I'm sorry you're feeling this way, and I feel for you.  I hate having the feeling like I have to cut or take pills to get through something.
Can you watch some tv, music, paint your nails? That's what I'm trying right now. Going to dye my hair later to help me through this. Hang in there. |
Thank you. I think I'm alright. I did the only thing I could think of to try to take care of myself. I left and went to a hotel! Yes, I brought razors and even pills if I wanted to OD, but frankly, just leaving the house made me feel better. And I told her I would be back tomorrow and she actually emailed me and said she was worried. We mailed back and forth and I'm feeling better now. The impulse is gone and I'm actually comfortable enough that I feel like I can rest.
Thanks for your support. The impulse came on so strong and so bad, I was afraid I was actually going to do it. I'm going to watch TV and turn in early.
Take Care