I appreciate your advice, and I understand what you mean about looking at what's going on to figure out why I'm doing this. Frankly, I feel like I can't escape all the stress and responsibilities. I know, being an adult is full of responsibilities. But between school, two kids, one of which I have to deal with his school on a daily basis, his therapist, his OT. Then my oldest brother is now living with me and it's like I have another child living in my house because he relies on me to do take him here/there. And lately it's as if I'm failing at keeping everything 'perfect', and it feels like I don't have any control anymore. If my son has a bad day at school, I'm the one who they call and I feel like I'm being attacked. I'm doing horrible in my class right now, the one class that I was waiting for.

I'm exhausted and I don't know how much longer I can keep up.