It's good that u are happy. I am 37 & I am not happy at all, nor do I truly believe knowing the answer will make me happy. I just think it would be more satisfying to be somebody rather than just to be. If you asked that question to those closest to me they would all have answers. Unfortunately, all their answers would be different. I am who I need to be as suited to the situation. But, I am truly none of them. Maybe I'm afraid to look deep enough into my soul. Once you know the truth it cannot be unlearned. If I reach inside & pull out a monster, it can never be put back. Or maybe the fear is there will be nothing. And I am truly no one at all. How sad to be nothing.