Gosh, Daisy I'm not sure...Maybe its the fact that its winter, and everyone kinda feels a lil gloomy during this time of the year....I'm gonna hope and pray that is it....

I know for me when I turned 30 I was feeling some of the same feelings that you've just expressed....Believe me girlie, Its like when ya 14 and you and your best friend have had a fuss, Ya think its the end of the world, and it wont change...But I PROMISE it does....When I started having my Panic Disorder, I had no idea what in the heck was happening to me.....I really thought I was dieing...I spent just bout every day at the hospital, or Drs. Office... As it turned out they said, I was having Anxiety attacks....Which do suk... I'm hoping that is what your going threw, because if that is it...... IT TOO WILL PASS!

But on the fact that ya parents are so supportive, thas AWESOME! Your Very Blessed.... I am Blessed like that as well.....As parents, Me being one now myself....We do what we believe is best for our Children, We do what we know to do....Thas all we can do....So don't give up on your parents.....They Love you...Its Apparent....Take Care of them....They are helping you, in your moments of need.....Your Blessed....

Maybe Daisy, just a suggestion, You can get out and walk, jog.....go to a musuem......or do something to get you out of the house....and not something that you have to do...Something just for the fun of it!

Good luck girlie... I do wish you the best ! I know you will overcome this depression your in.....You appear to be a VERY SMART PERSON! Just hang in there sister.....