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Originally Posted by mmort
I know the felling my wife said the same thing to me yesterday. She will walk out the door if I dont stop. People dont understand what we go through trying not to do it. I talked to my tdoc and she sajd to use my coping stills. I try but it still on my mind. You have to try to use yours. I know its hard. but its better than losing the one you love. I hope you can.
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I try so hard. I even have a crisis plan. Being diagnosed with BPD, sometimes my emotions are so overwhelming I can't use it. The blade is constantly calling. I think abouy how it looks, how the cuts would look on my skin and how good that would feel. The pain is my poison.
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